50 Years and Counting
Let the vocabulary roll. Let the mind belch puffs of steamy spiritual
mana.
I huff and I puff and I try to make it through the day. My mind flops
across the spectrum of emotions.
One minute I am saluting the unknown and the other minute I am driving
a personal stake into the unknown.
They all knew what they wanted. I was still an unknown mind not knowing
or caring.
I was a seeker of truth, absorbing and not knowing. I could draw the
line without meaning, not knowing.
I was physically there and not there. The perfect simple being.
I was happy and thrilled and not knowing why. I did not have sense
enough to hide or understand why I had to.
I was the man-child lost and unknown. I read of the spiritual world
and I saw the freedom.
And now today I struggle with heavy weight and I try to understand
the flow of days.
Somedays I know, somedays I am lost.
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Silent voices scamper across our threshold; some are like snow blowing
across our vision.
Oh, so, so many cold flakes that we can only grasp a few. How do we
listen and comfort those sounds?
They travel lightly and unseen in Wal-Smart parking lots, pulling in
and out of white lines in our blowing snow of thought.
There are so many? How can we possibly listen to them all?
We can grasp a few and understand, but the rest will have to wait.
Let them fall and swirl like the snow.
The snow falls and swirls as it travels east. The sun shines on the
fallen snow, it brightens our thoughts and view.
The white snow cover reflects the light of the sun.
Emotions travel across this landscape.